what are we waiting for?

Whenever something bad happens, we are trained to say, “it’s going to be okay.” but how do we know it’s going to be okay? Yea, i know, i know. positivity. and trust me, i am a complete believer in “you get what you ask for.” so yea, why not be positive?
But, I think my true question is…what are we waiting for? I mean, people tell you to “live in the moment.” “Don’t worry about your future” “it’ll be okay.” YEA, I know.
Then though, there are the people who say, “it’ll all work out.” “one day, you’ll find the one.” “everything works out in the end.”
The end? Where is the end? Death? WHAT?! What are we waiting for. I just don’t get it. I just don’t get the contradiction of “live in the moment….it’ll all work out.”
So, what are you telling me? To live in the moment? Orrrrr that one day it will all work out….That’s where you enter the confusion. I just don’t know where I am going. Am I waiting? Or am I living? I don’t think any one knows, really.
Here is my brain vomit. The stuff I really do think about. The questions and the thoughts and the ever outpouring creation of fears and happiness and questions that I don’t know the answers to.
I think we can all agree. You have to breathe. In the end, that’s all you have. Your single breath. One at a time. In an out.
That’s what we’re waiting for.